"That dark place"

"I have found someone to calm the waters of the storm."

I guess the dark place is easier for you...

baby it's fact

Song Name: Baby, It's Fact
Artist Name: Hellogoodbye
Album: Zombies! Aliens! Vampires! Dinosaurs!
Songwriter: Forrest Kline
Release Date: 2006.08.08
Label: Epic







"Baby, It's Fact"
Just in case their wondering
They've got us pinned terribly
They don't believe our love is real
Cause they don't know how real love feels
You should know it's true
Just now, the part about my love for you
And how my heart's about burst
Into a thousand pieces
Oh it must be true
And They'll believe us to soon
Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that
Baby, our love is true
They may say some awful things
But there's no point in listening
Your words are the only words
That I believe in afterwards.
You should know it's true
Just now, the part about my love for you
And how my heart's about burst
Into a thousand pieces
Oh it must be true
And They'll believe us to soon
Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that
Baby, our love is true
It's true
Oh oh oh
It's true
Oh oh oh
It's true
Oh oh oh
It's true
Whoa oh oh
Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that
Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true
OhhhBaby, it's fact
Our love is true
Baby, it's fact
OhhhBaby, it's fact
Our love
Our love is true

Fear

"A man who has been in danger,When he comes out of it forgets his fears,And sometimes he forgets his promises."
-- Euripides - Iphigenia in Tauris (414-12 BC)"

He either fears his fate too much,Or his deserts are small,That puts it not unto the touchTo win or lose it all"
-- James Graham - Marquis of Montrose

What are fears but voices airy?
Whispering harm where harm is not.
And deluding the unwary
Till the fatal bolt is shot!"
-- Wordsworth

Don't do me any favors.

I am almost speechless. I have a million emotions floating around inside of me, but I do not have words to properly define them... All I know is it hurts.

Cemetery Dawns

Oh cemetery dawns, like crashing lushes

Fluttering lungs and crimson tides

Deadening air to the rising dew

Of seeping crevices through numbing mutters

Sloth and Slew

With fallacies forsaken

Ejecting dancing discos to the glacial tombs

Photo Credit Nigma Astralis "para umbra"

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This is how I wake up now. bullshit

Really, all my attempts have been short lived. I find myself reverting back into the void where I used to reside. Everything is dull. I'm cynical at best. I'm mad; at myself for even allowing someone to see me. Wasted breaths, waster feelings, wasted conversations... It all really is meaningless. I had a dream last night. I always turn to him. So, here I go again living life in survival, from one day to the next... Good luck pulling me out of this. Good luck extracting anything pure or honest out of me. Right now, I am just over it.
life is pretty much over rated...

...

This scares me. And yet again I feel like I've been in this movie before. Today I was completely silent in my pain. That's the best I could do. Honestly, there wasn't much of anything else I could do. You gave me no other options. This time it was the worst though. I felt like I couldn't reach you. It was as if you wouldn't even allow me to. I am listening to your songs... our songs... the ones you made me... This is the closest I feel that I could possibly get to your heart right now. I handled things predictably. I filled all my basic needs, in many ways today... just to survive. I don't like living in this survival mode. I made light of things when you called. I needed to in order to preserve that of my heart. If only you would have called after you told me you needed to take a step back... You know when my heart sank into my stomach and the nausea swept through my body. Then you said you wanted me in your life. And a little glimpse of hope crept back into me. It's not easy for me to be so far from you either, but I want you in my life. Hard or not, you make my soul smile. You make my heart happy. If you just disappear, knowing there's a you out there for me, no one else would or could ever satisfy. A part of me wishes I didn't know. I'd rather almost be searching for my whole life and feel longing... Instead my heart hurts. I miss you like you're dead. I want to curl up in a ball and hide under my blankets. I am supposed to be up getting ready for work in two and a half hours and my head still hasn't hit the pillow. I don't like the way I see things. I can't go back to dreaming in black and white. I refuse! God this hurts. Do you hear me? I am hurting. My insides are weeping. I do not see the point of this heartbreak. I do not see the point of any of it.