It feels so good to be home, in my room, surrounded by the things I love and find comfort in. I've been writing and listening to music for over two hours now. I wasn't sure if I would be able to call this place home again... I was only gone for two nights and three days, but two nights and three days can seem like an eternity if you are faced with the unknown.
Ethan and Juliana were accounted for over the weekend so I did not have that added stress. I drifted around during the daytime, worked a little and stayed at a friend's at night.
I am glad I stayed with him because his love for music is as great as mine and it was nice to be around it... He has good taste in movies which can be a pretty good distraction and I needed a healthy one. I got to read some of the things he wrote which is rad because I love to connect to people through writing, since writing is after all my favorite past time. He taught me a little on guitar, which makes me happy. And, he even let me ask questions during a movie we watched. All in all the company was good.
Life definitely throws curve balls. It's how you pull yourself out of the rain that makes the difference of how great you let the bad effect you. My friends were out Friday and Saturday night partying. I could have been with them... I got a late night text from someone I could have responded to, but all in all I knew I needed to keep a clear and steady mind. My focus needed to be pulling myself out of the rut I was in.
So I am home, I am safe and I am grateful.
Ethan and Juliana were accounted for over the weekend so I did not have that added stress. I drifted around during the daytime, worked a little and stayed at a friend's at night.
I am glad I stayed with him because his love for music is as great as mine and it was nice to be around it... He has good taste in movies which can be a pretty good distraction and I needed a healthy one. I got to read some of the things he wrote which is rad because I love to connect to people through writing, since writing is after all my favorite past time. He taught me a little on guitar, which makes me happy. And, he even let me ask questions during a movie we watched. All in all the company was good.
Life definitely throws curve balls. It's how you pull yourself out of the rain that makes the difference of how great you let the bad effect you. My friends were out Friday and Saturday night partying. I could have been with them... I got a late night text from someone I could have responded to, but all in all I knew I needed to keep a clear and steady mind. My focus needed to be pulling myself out of the rut I was in.
So I am home, I am safe and I am grateful.
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