Why as humans are we intrigued by pain? When we get a bruise we touch it to see how it feels knowing it hurts. When we are little and have a lose tooth we wiggle it around and try to get it to come out, even if it isn't ready, and this hurts, but we do it anyway. Why as adults do we remind ourselves of things we've lost by reminiscing knowing it hurts when we remind ourselves? I have no idea why we do this. I need to stop doing this to myself. I know it hurts why do I need to remind myself? This is brutal.